be so happy that when others see you, they become happy too

It's funny how things go. One day you feel your life is going a certain way, you have ideas and plans that seem pretty set, then, it's all completely changed. Everything changes. People change. Feelings change. Ideas change. Plans change. The past 8 months I've been nannying for my sister. Constantly wondering where I am going next. Most of those months were spent planning on my next venture being with another person. Traveling together. Now, in a matter of days, all of that seems to have changed.  I've got this amazing plan now though. Something I had forgotten all about but now it just seems too good to be true. I've thought so much the past year about living on a commune, living off the land, learning to farm. But I've also wanted to go back to Hawaii, my month spent there in 2010 wasn't near enough. Hawaii is expensive though, ridiculously. So now, I have this plan. I want to join the organization, wwoof.org and find a farm in Hawaii that will host me. The organization is basically work trade. You find a farm to host you, work on the farm and in turn they feed you and provide you with a place to stay. I think this is meant to be. This is what I want to happen when I am done nannying. Maybe waitress or bartend for a few months here to save more money since I'm not sure I'll have enough by August. But I'm excited for this. YES!!!!