Sometimes I feel like my peers are so much younger than me. I find so many people my age have no goals or aspirations. No dreams they want to fufill. How do they focus their lives around a drug that will take them no where, give them nothing? I just can't comprehend it. Maybe I'm a prude because I don't want to party, smoke and drink all the time. But hey, I am going to make my dreams a reality and do more with my life. Yes, I work all the time and I enjoy resting when I get home. No, I should never feel bad about that but the way people around me live makes me question how I am. I wish it didn't. I don't live they way they do but I do wonder if it makes me a stuck up bitch sometimes because when everyone else is being loud and partying, I am asking for some quiet to sleep. Blah. Anywho, what a crazy time of year. Work is so busy, both jobs. Customers are become more and more irritable and rude. Acting like an ass usually doesn't get you very far but I guess not everyone knows that yet. Besides the customers I still love both my jobs. I knew something would come around eventually. I can't believe it is 11 days until Christmas. Time has flown by. I am excited about a Drum&Dance camp I registered for that takes place in May. I am on a wait list but hopefully people cancel and I get to go. It will be a week of learning to play the djembe wish I am insanely excited about. I am ready to learn the djembe. The class I took in Asheville was such a tease it left me wanting more. Hopefully I can buy myself one soon so I can mess around until I learn for reals. This was such a random post. Haha here is a video I leave you with :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cINms_jWiU

I seem to enjoy covers of songs better than the original.